Sunday, February 26, 2006

We all die by suicide

Things are getting really fucked up again. I'm resenting being around Craig's family -- I'm angry with them to the point where I feel like I hate them. Unfair and disillusional maybe, but I can't help not wanting to be anywhere near them.

Endured another shock to the system this weekend which has knocked me for six.

Went on a blind date who turned out to be blind drunk. A disaster. Another failure.

There is too much I hate about me at the moment.

Can't stop crying.

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